patterns of behaviour

by bleu

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released October 28, 2016

written/recorded by marcus mclaughlin
mastering by micah brown
artwork by cole hayley

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Track Name: you know
i wasn't ready for all the
things that you need
so it was over and okay
before we found time to leave

and i know
that you made it
yeah you messed up
and it's fine

you won't regret this
but i'll be
there on your mind

you know
yeah you're already pacing
and i can't erase
'cause you know
that you're sure to be bolder
when we're face to face
and you know

hold onto something
that keeps you cold
through the night
so you'll be missing a ghost when
he tells you
it's not worth the fight

and who knows
if we've made it
yeah we're overrun with pride
who could regret this
when i'll be so hard to find
Track Name: aberrations
you've been a part of me
for as long as i can tell
i see you within the waves
long after they have fell

still it goes on

and it goes on
still i try
to be you
and i don't know why
'cause it's not like me
to hang around

waiting and hours come to pass
waiting for you to come at last

what's new
what's in store for us today
have you tried
to paint a picture of a face

aberrations
and you left without a trace
can you stand up
until we find a better way

still i try
to keep cool
and i don't know why
'cause it's not like me
to hang

waiting and hours come to pass
waiting for you to come at last
at last
Track Name: burn yr clothes
i know
that you can't unfold
and you don't know where to go
so, you're picking pieces
from the floor

you try to retrieve
your shattered heart
but you don't know where to start
so, you're picking pieces
from the floor

it's not nice to sing a long
singing someone else's song

i've been waiting
for an eternity
for you to come down
from absurdity

you burn your only clothes
you sit down and you pose
for someone to take your picture

but what
machine could capture this,
a brain between two fists
oh, no one knows

but they know
that it's not nice to sing along
singing someone else's song

i've been waiting
for an eternity
for you to come down
from absurdity

and it's the way you come across
it's in the way you shook me off
Track Name: nothing in this world
you run from the city
and she calls you back
you handshake your pity
yeah you've been holding that

but one day you'll wake up
and it will all be gone
they'll all be leaving
and you'll just have this song

and it goes
nothing in this world
is as simple as being with you

you fight and fold it
until it's hardly there
you wait for an outing
until there's nothing left

and you said
nothing in this world
is as simple as being with you

you can say what you wanna, still
Track Name: ready 4 life
this wasn't what you wanted, honey
i'm sure you're bound to listen
and if you're holding on for shelter
i'll be the rain that's falling hard

on your shoulders,
from a cloud that looks like
nothing's ever bringing it down

you weren't ready for this life
it was sharper than you'd like
you won't have to make it right
'cause this won't happen

unusual fog and delirium
one of us functioning
the way we always thought we were made
to be

sharing stories that linger
not far from home, but just
a quarter of an inch from your ear

and a tear that tells me

you weren't ready for this life
it was sharper than you'd like
you won't have to make it right
'cause this won't happen
Track Name: patterns of behaviour
i was just waiting
in the thick of it all
placed upon the pavement
wondering where to fall

would you like to know
some of the things that i know
or would you like to speak
of reoccurring themes

while you're twisted in between
all you knew and what's real
these patterns of behaviour
never speak how you feel

and i think we both know
but i can't propose it
you're a hanging thread
from a seam that's been opened
oh, here let me fix that
it won't be so easy
but could i just try?
what could you do to please me

and it's for free
how could you see?
Track Name: world away
i was a world away
and i was thinking patiently
you know you and me
well we were never meant to be

before i fold
into a million pieces
you know i'll wade
into some nothingness
you know that i can't resist

you're pushing needles through
you're tryna weave me back to you
but i won't hold the thread
i'll sever at the time i spent

before i fell
into a million pieces
oh you knew i'd fall
i knew i wouldn't need this

and then i'd wade
into some nothingness
you know that i could not
resist
Track Name: it's me/you're a mess
hello, it's me
i'm the one you set free
so you heard i
wasn't doing to well
i said "why?
can you tell?"

do you think that you
and me could rewrite history
do you think we lost the chance
well i was never one for romance
and roses

so long,
farewell
i'm really going
can't you tell?

guess i'm going to
a place no one knows me,
so i can just blend in
'til the background's good and blurred

do you think that you
and me could rewrite history
do you think we lost the chance
well i was never one for romance
and roses

you're a mess
Track Name: sunshine
if you walk away i won't blame you
been looking for the bright side, baby
for days

and if you hold my hand,
i feel nervous
i wouldn't want you shivering away

and they'll be singing ah ah ah

have you been looking for the

bright side
baby you know i've been
searching for some sunshine
honey it's true,
i've been looking on the dark side
searching the sky
i've been looking on the

right side
baby you know i've been
searching for some sunshine
honey it's true
i've been looking on the dark side
searching the sky, i've been looking at the moon